Su Wen feels distressed. It’s not his fault. It’s all because of his own sexuality that he has suffered so much. It also makes him worry that she doesn’t know how to comfort him, but she is already uncomfortable enough. It’s hard for her to move, talk and even breathe. It seems that it’s really hopeless to know that she lost her child at that moment. It’s like being swallowed with a mouthful of Huanglian water with a bitter mouth in her throat.
To think about it, tears filled her eyes and moistened her sight.
Touching her tears, Liu Zheng turned his face away with another puff. Don’t cry. The old man said that crying at this time would be the root cause in the future.
She knows, but she can’t help crying, like a broken thread bead, which has been wetting the whole pillow towel.
Liu Zheng couldn’t help sitting next to her and holding her in his arms. He leaned against the bed and buried his face in his arms. Finally, he felt a little warm. Tears fell off and soaked his sweater. She hugged his arm like a child and cried all the time, as if she could not stop crying. She was out of breath and said, I’m unwilling … I’m really unwilling …
She can’t kill Xiaoqiang. Nie Su asked that although she stumbled occasionally from childhood to adulthood, she persisted with that tenacious optimism. The saddest time was that her father and mother divorced, except that one person slapped her and left her nothing.
That’s the biggest blow to her. How bad can it get?
But it turns out that it’s not just the emperor who will always knock you down easily when you least expect it. She admits that she fell on the road of life this time, and the price was that a piece of meat was gouged out of her stomach. Will she come and see her and Lu Zheng’s child? She hasn’t even decided what to call a boy and a girl.
However, the culprit … She remembered seeing that wrinkled face at the last moment before falling into a coma. It was his grandfather, the last person she dared to climb high in this world. How can she accuse him? Intentional injury or intentional murder?
No one will listen to her. They will say that she accidentally fell down the stairs.
Her child is gone like this, and no one can come out and compensate her for justice.
No matter how much you regret, you can’t get back so much in vain.
Liu Zheng held her big hand and gently caressed her back. She grabbed his clothes and cried and cried until she fell asleep. He finally felt at ease when he watched her fall asleep in her arms like a small animal.
The rib began to dull and hurt again. When something happened to her that night, he didn’t treat his wound. He knew there was no broken bone, but he didn’t know that it had been hurting intermittently since her accident. Now he kind of believes that a woman has taken a rib from a man’s body. If she has something wrong, it seems that it will hurt her.
The nurse came to make a routine inspection at midnight.
Nie Su asked for a long, long time. In a Mengmeng, she ran a staircase and spiraled up. She looked up and couldn’t see the end everywhere. She didn’t know when she was going to climb the stairs or what she was going to climb. Her feet kept walking on the stairs, panting and sweating as if she couldn’t stop.
It seems that someone touched her hand, and she exclaimed, Ah! The steps suddenly disappeared, and she fell like a broken kite without warning.
However, the dream is different. In reality, she may have fallen to the ground in the blink of an eye, but the process in the dream has been prolonged. She has been falling, and the panic, worry and fear are the same as reality. However, the reality is that the anxiety in the dream has always plagued her.
She broke out in a cold sweat and suddenly sat up in bed. Don’t want my child!
Cover her with a syringe and stethoscope, and the little nurse was shocked, and almost dropped it.
Nie Su asked nervously before staring at this strange face. The little nurse wanted to ask her How are you …
However, pa was taken away by her. Don’t touch me! What do you want to do with my child?
She held on tight, shook her head desperately, and retreated. Reality and dreams struggled, and she was like a frightened child.
What did you say? Didn’t you have a miscarriage? The little nurse is also at a loss. The patient in this room seems to have a big head. She has been told to take care of everything, and she will come to check the situation in the middle of the night. I didn’t expect to let her bump into this situation.
You’re talking nonsense. My child is good. You want to be bad for him … She curled up tighter and the dark room was wide open.
The little nurse was also frightened by her situation. She immediately lost her stethoscope and ran out to call a doctor. After a while, Nie Su, who was in charge, asked the attending doctor to come in with a white coat. Behind him, a group of nurses asked Nie Su, who was in shock. Suddenly, her head snapped and her eyes flashed white. She could cover up and saw a group of people filing in through her fingers.
The doctor is also very familiar with her condition, holding a tube in his hand to check her pupil. Nie Su asked, What are you doing?
Seeing that she didn’t agree with several nurses to hold her hand spontaneously and consciously, Nie Suwen struggled harder like a frightened child kicking over an intravenous drip rack. There was a shudder, and even Liu Zheng, who was asleep in the next lounge, was awakened. He jumped out of bed in his coat and put on his slippers. As soon as he entered the room, he froze when he saw this battle.
The doctor explained to him that the patient’s condition is a little abnormal, and it is suspected that she hit her head when she fell. The patient refused to cooperate with the examination, so we had to give her a sedative first.
The doctor shook his head, and two nurses went over to hold her leg. One nurse came over with a syringe in her hand and grabbed her thin arm.
Nie Su asked, staring at the syringe in her hand with wide eyes and horror.
I’m good what to give me an injection! I don’t fight, I don’t fight!
Liu Zheng frowned, and his hands clenched into fists by his side.
The doctor comforted her professionally, It’s okay to take an injection and you will be fine when you fall asleep.
I don’t want to … let go of me! She screamed at the top of her lungs and her eyes fell to the door. Liu Zheng looked like a savior. Liu Zheng, help me … they want to take my child. Please help me!
In a word, even Liu Zheng froze. The child has …
As far as he was concerned, the nurse had already prepared an intravenous injection with an alcohol cotton ball. He watched the needle pointed at her and watched her panic. Suddenly, she rushed to knock off the syringe in the nurse’s hand. That’s enough!
She’s not sick. She doesn’t need an injection!
The doctor and the nurse looked at each other, but Lu Zheng was scared to shrink like a burp. Nie Su asked to hold her arms tightly and comforted over and over again, It’s okay with me.
The attending doctor also wants to persuade what was swept by Lu Zheng’s eyes and warned coldly, She is my fiancee. Don’t blame me if anyone touches her again.
All the patients and their families don’t cooperate with the treatment, and the medical staff can’t disperse separately
When the ward calmed down again, Liu Zhengcai carefully pulled her face out of her arms. She hid in his arms and cried her breath away. Her little face was red with boredom. He felt heartache and pity for kissing her face and tears little by little, but she didn’t know what to say to comfort her. She repeatedly murmured, It’s okay, it’s okay …
Like comforting her and saying to myself.
Nie Su asked, but there was no response. His broad shoulders and glassy eyes seemed to be still unclear. They were like a pair of statues hugging each other as if they were born in this position and never moved.
Tears dried up, and gradually new tears came from the corner of my eyes.
Section 95
From the initial nightmare to the experience of this farce, she has gradually realized that her child is gone. It is her way to accept this reality. She would rather hide in the dream with no end and tell herself that I can’t see and I can’t hear … then everything seems to have never happened.
Tears fall in such silence that there is no sound at night. Lovers with their hearts snuggle together, listening to each other’s heartbeat and exchanging their worries. They don’t need language. They already understand each other.
Zhang Ailing has a saying that she knows how to be merciful.